Friday, July 11, 2008

Happy Good; Emo Bad

That black and white theme I put on two weeks ago *points below* doesn't seem to be doing my emo-psyche much good. In fact, things have been very un-Zen of late. Very El Depresso-fying.




Time for a change.




Sure, my latest design may not be as happy-happy-joy-joy as some of you may have predicted it to be based on the title of this post but... it'll have to do for now. Am still not in a very Barney-the-purple-dinosaur, go-Power-Puff-girls mood. Still, I guess it's not too bad for a half-hearted rush job. Heh.


You know, I really feel like those tiny flowers you see in the header. (I saw plenty of them while I was away on holiday back in May. So nice. Too bad I lost all the pics I took of them when my comp's HD died on me. Boo hoo.) Just standing there, being blown in the wind. Losing tiny bits of myself as I weather the storms of life.


*blink blink*

Ugh. Need to stop.

The suffocating force of Depresso Power is killing me.

34 comments :

Jeffro said...

o.O change of banner/header..
IMO if got clearer picture of the flower, then it'd be nicer.. *winks*

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Jeffro
– I can make it clearer lah but then it looked so harsh. No longer dreamy already.

Charlie said...

Just droping by to wish you a happy day. cheers

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Charlie
– Aww, thanks, Charlie!

Anonymous said...

OMG... Your header looks so yummy!

史坦利 said...

there a question i wanna ask song long adi... did you notice that your header not in center?

AA said...

The flowers are a good representation of life.

We start out as complete and beautiful specimens of humanity, only to be ravaged by the cruelties of life, gradually becoming neurotic and sick, and finally we die...

Nowadays we read from left to right, so, to correctly capture the sequence, maybe the botak one should be on the far right...

Depression is an accurate reflection of real life, because truly, life sucks. So don't kick yourself for being depressed. We all are. Depression is realism. Optimism is self-deception. Life sucks most of the time, so why pretend otherwise?

True humanity lies not in seeking cosmetic happiness, but in putting on a brave face even in the midst of darkness...to strive for the continuity of life in general, even though our individual puny lives are doomed to death...

neway, here's a good website to lift you out of the pits:- www.despair.com

cheerio :)

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Will
– Yummy!? You eat raw plants???


ATTN: SJ
– Haha. It used to bother me, too. And then I realised... it IS centered. Because all my sidebar stuff's centralised, then everything looks off. If you measure based on the dotted lines between every sidebar content, you'll realise that it is actually in the center. =)

Thanks for notifying me, though. Haha. Figured it out already.


ATTN: Andrew Chua
– Well, you could see it that way, I guess. But the concept behind my design was that as I'm 'ravaged by the cruelties of life', those bits of me that fly off make up the Tinki Talks that you guys read. That's why the botak one is nearer to the text. =)

Good observation though. Different understanding, nevertheless. You quite deep deep also huh? Haha.

And yes. Depression is very bad but so much of the time, it's so true. And so real. And its effects are so great. I'm usually not a depressed person. I'm emo. But I'm not depressed. Haha.

I think you're a lot more glass-half-empty than I am. Not very healthy lah. As far as self-deception goes, at least it keeps us perky and happy.

You should go into http://wefeelfine.org/ I visit it every once in awhile. Good stuff. =p

Anonymous said...

Looks simple, yet artistic. =) Me likey!

AA said...

Me not deep deep... Just deep-ressed...

Your explanation on why botak is at the left side... Very good... You've thought it all out... That's good to know...

And my glass not half-empty... it's more like... dry...

haha... not really lighting up your day am i?

anyway the new banner is good... :)

but then, so was the b&w one...

Jeffro said...

LOL! u got a point there.. Hehehe.. ok ok.. btw Pam, you're a designer by profession i presume..?

Pam Song said...

ATTN: CeD
– Haha. Yay! Me likey you likey! =p


ATTN: Andrew Chua
– HAHAHAHA. Good one.

And yeah. Now you know my reason for the botakness being on the left instead of on the right. =p Of course lah. Do things much have concept right??? =p

Wah. You so Depresso Power wan ah? Haha. No wonder your profile pic also depresso wan. Haha.

Yeah, I kinda miss the black one already. =(


ATTN: Jeffro
– Haha. No, I'm not a designer by profession. I just like doing up stuff like this. Just for kicks lah.

choco said...

Isn't that flower called a...dandelion?

Haha, whatever la it looks damn cute! =)

And no no, no depression! Eat some chocolates! :D

Jeffro said...

Hahaha.. well then it reli suits ur quotes.. "I write. And Kick butt"

Cool!

AA said...

deep-ression is not my natural state of being... it came from being in a spot of deep-shit... but then, we're all in some sort of crap pool, aren't we?

yeah choco, maybe chocolates would help... can't really afford them though... not even the cheap ones... hmmm... deep-ressing huh?

Pam Song said...

ATTN: choco
– Haha. Yes it is. When I started work on it, I couldn't remember what it was called so I pakai hentam the only name that made sense in that situation though I know for a fact that Forget Me Nots are usually purple with petals. =p

Haha. I'm not depressed. I'm emo! Big difference! Haha.


ATTN: Jeffro
– Yep yep! I miss messing about with design lah. Been awhile. Have not had much time to really work on anything substantial.

Eh, you super depressing lah! Time to cheer up! Poke your head out of the sewage and smell the cow dung a bit can or not??

AA said...

was that cow-dung line meant for me? should be la, since jeffro din say anything to deserve that... okay... i suppose chocolates and cow-dung do have something in common... that's what the line meant right? to get me to try chocolates? will try to scrape some cents to get a piece... or steal some from the neighbor's kid...

Jeffro said...

AndrewChua: LOL!
PamSong: Sticking my head into cow dung is a No No.. Sticking my head into a bowl of chocolate fudge is BETTER!

choco said...

WHAT??!!

Chocolates and cow dung got big diference!!! Don't go mixing them up together!! Hahahaha.

And aiya, nvm depression or emo nemo chocolates will help. :P

Bust your choco stash out of the drawers!

Anonymous said...

wow, really nice banner!

Anonymous said...

If you read from right to left:
From Completion -> Half Botak -> Botak!Its devastating and its painful!

But think of it...if the 'bits' do not go away; there will be no new batch of 'bits'.....Think big, think life....new one might be colourful!...

So start to see things from left to right and in the end ahhh...perfection..=)

Blown in the wind; compose in the wind! =)

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Andrew Chua
– Haha. Funny lah you all. That dung comment was meant for Jeffro. And yuck. How could you possibly equate cow dung to man's greatest invention: The Chocolate Bar??? Tsk tsk. Shame on you. Haha.


ATTN: Jeffro
– Choc fudge? Hmmm. I guess it IS a couple of notches up from dung. Haha.

BUT WHO SAYS YOU GET TO CHOOSE??? Hahahahahahaha.


ATTN: choco
– See! At least you think like I do. These fellas all like sesat setengah jalan liddat. Haha.


ATTN: joshuatly
– Aww, thanks! Finally, a comment that really has something to do with my post. Haha. So pathetic lah the situation here. Haha.


ATTN: Adrian Lim
– Eh, hello. These flowers don't 'regrow' their bits wan lah. After all the seedlings are spread, it DIES. End of story. Apa regrowth you talking about?

Hmmm. I feel like making another banner. Just got that feeling. But am pretty busy of late so dunno if really got the time or not. =_=

Anonymous said...

These flowers do not regrow but as long as the root is still there, new stalks will GROW! Its a renewth life!

And if the same flower does not regrow...come come....I help you stick with the plastic wan bought from supermarket...Last longer and cheap (super kiam siap theory)! Wahahahaha!=P

Oooohh..new banner lor..Roll it out la....*rubbing eyes and waiting*

AA said...

tho' we din really 'invent' cow dung, it's actually pretty useful too you know... and comes in generous portions... unlike the stingy scraps of chocolate... but i guess choc does taste better... but we haven't really tried CD, so it's not fair to judge...

okok, enough about all these... let's return to your banner... now what would be a good concluding statement...?

haih, don't bother la, you're making a new one soon anyway...


adrian,
yup, if the bits do not fly away, there will be no new life. But it will be somebody else's life la, and we won't know anything about it. The cycle of life is indeed perfect. Life in general renews. But individually we DIE.

Blown in the wind, compose in the wind, gone with the wind... Goodbye...

Anonymous said...

Andrew: Something maybe dying but if the host/core is still alive. There is always a console to live ON.

Blown in The Wind,
Compose in The Wind,
Gone with The Wind,
Goodbye with the past,
Say Hi to the future =)

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Adrian Lim
– Plastic flowers??? Pfft. Only original ones, please. I tak guna piracy piracy punya. Tak mau benda tak ori. Terima kasih atas kerjasama anda.

No lah. I never create the new banner yet. Thinking off only. Depends lah. See how first. See if got time.


ATTN: Andrew Chua
– Why don't you give CD a try. Maybe you might like it. Then you can let us know if chocolates are REALLY better than CD. Maybe advertising has been lying to us all this while. It's YOUR duty as MAN to prove or disprove what advertising has tried to tell us! Be a hero!

And ISH!!! I said I MAY be doing up a new one. MAY!!!

AA said...

hi adrian,
admire your sunny outlook... wish i could be more like you =)


hi pam,
MAN then got extra duty meh? i tot nowadays equal liao...

anyway, my fault to go on and on about this CD thing la... sorry ya...

ok, back the topic:
Nice banner, meaningful concept; good work, and good luck for the beautiful future =)

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Andrew Chua
– Andrew... the rule is such: women their rights and nothing less; men their rights and nothing more.

HAHAHA. Good luck for a beautiful future? Haha. Okay. I'll cheers to that. =p

AA said...

i hate to extend what seems to be an over-extended conversation... but i just can't help myself...

nowadays it's more like women their rights and nothing less, men their selected rights at selected times (subject to approval of gf/wife)...

long live feminism -_-

Jeffro said...

LOL... that close to dungs?
Har?? Cannot choose wan ar? Never say earlier.. *sweat!*

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Andrew Chua
– Haha. It's okay. At Tinki Talks, we tolerate dragged on conversations for months on end. =p

And yes. LONG LIVE FEMINISM!!! Whoopie!


ATTN: Jeffro
– No need to say earlier. You never read the fine print. All the T&C. =p

Jeffro said...

ah eleh.. fine print la pulak..
more like invisible print.. =)

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Jeffro
– Advertising is liddat wan. Haha. Get used to it!

Jeffro said...

Haha.. I will.. Wanted to make a big Hoo-Haa about it.. but it's a small thing.. Forget about it.. Kekekek xD

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