I gave in, didn't I? I let you win. I let them fall. So much more than I could count, and for so long. So please. Please. I beg you. Just let me go. I've had enough. Release me. And just stop. Stop the pain. Stop the hurting. And stop the haunting. Because I can't take it anymore. Stop the thoughts. Those that come by day and by night. I've had enough of the thoughts that plague me when I work. When I drive. When I'm in the shower. When I eat... and even when I don't eat. I've had enough of the thoughts that keep me lying awake at night. Those that make me resort to crying myself to sleep. Because I know that it'd be better than not sleeping at all. And I want you to know that I've had enough. You win. So, let me go. Please. And let me live.
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"Those that make me resort to crying myself to sleep"
Haih....I feel you cos I was in that situation b4 many years back. Seek for the LORD if you are in trouble. Ask Jesus to grant you HIS peace.
You dont think so much Ok? Go get proper rest.....and rest assure time will heal. I made it before so can you. =)
ATTN: Adrian Lim
– I'm trying. But I can't seem to hear Him. I can't seem to feel Him peace. Or His comfort. Or His love.
And I want to sleep. I want to sleep it all away so that I forget. But I can't. =(
Pam, HE has his own reasons and time for everything. It is just that sometimes humans are impatient. Bug JESUS till HE responds...
Psalm 23 (NIV)
A psalm of David.
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
Hope this will help to ease your mind....Fear NOT for the LORD IS ALWAYS WITH YOU!
I'd say fear not, for we are with you.. ^_^
Fwah Adrian:
u whack the whole passage ar?
dun worry Kak Pam, I'll starting bugging Him.. I'm sure He'll give in to me.. Kekeke, then I'll pass Him onto you.. ^_^
am here for you.
ATTN: Adrian Lim
– Amen.
ATTN: Jeffro
– Thanks, Jeffro. Could do with some spiritual support right now.
ATTN: Moey Yin Leng
– Thanks, babe. Appreciate it.
I don't know what to say, babe but that I love you, have never stopped and I am always here for you, no matter what.
ATTN: Whaley Bear
– Thank you. *sniffle*
Haha.. I do more than spritual support.. *eye brows*
I give moral support too.. LOL *winks*
Jefro: Haha...if setengah jalan, its call blasphemy...so I copied the whole passage lor....Sounds like we are turning this blog into a BIBLE class! Mwahahaha! Love It! =P
ATTN: Jeffro
– Haha. Yeah, you do, you do. =p
ATTN: Adrian Lim
– Haha. Setengah jalan tak boleh? Siapa kata? Haha.
LOL @ adrian
(now let's pray i dun get the wrong person now.. Haha)
sorry to burst bubbles.. but I'm not into religious thingy.. So dun ya.. LOL or else I go whack some ancient scroll and put it here.. wahahaha..
ATTN: Jeffro
– Haha. Panic now ah?
O_O How you know?? *frantic!*
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