From Me To The Sum Of Me (And Him)

Dear Body,

I need this pain to stop. It's getting in the way of me doing the things I do. It's slowing me down. And really now... isn't the ear problem enough? I already hate the left side of my pillow. Don't make me start hating staircases, too, okay?

Make this pain S-T-O-P. Deal? (And don't forget that ear pain, too, while you're at it. Thank you! =p)

XOXO,
pamsong

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Dear Heart,

I need you to stop aching. I need you to start focusing on the things that matter. Like beating. At a steady pace. Or at least at as steady a pace as it gets for you. (I know you love your funky beats.)

I need you to be here where I am. Cos as it is, it already feels to me like I'm going it alone. I don't want to make those big, important decisions without you. And I shouldn't have to. Come back. Please?

XOXO,
pamsong

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Dear Head,

Thank goodness you're here. It's always nice when you're around. Thing is (and I'm telling you this because I love you), you need to stop thinking so much and so hard about so many things that matter so little. Take a chill pill and relax those neurons for a bit.

Oh, and it'd help if you stopped emo-ing for awhile, too. It's messing with Body and Heart big time. Both aren't behaving as they should and, well, that's bad. Plus... to be honest with you, this is pretty bad timing to be playing fire with those two. I can't afford a System Crash at the mo.

Let's go glass-half-full for now, okay?


XOXO,
pamsong

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Dear God,

I need a sign.
And I'm sorry to be a pain and rush you but uh... now, can?

*puppy dog eyes*

XOXO,
pamsong

p/s: Again, I am so so sorry for rushing you. I'll make it up to You, okay? I sing loud loud in church this Sunday. Promise.

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EDIT at 12:15AM on 19 July 2008: I got my sign! Indeed my God is AWESOME! (And He has very quick response time, too! I only waited 20 minutes for word to arrive.)

EDIT at 1:19AM on 19 July 2008: Whoa. I got another sign!!! Two signs in one night? Was the second one a confirmation? Yeah, I'm willing to believe that it was! (Actually, I really think it's a confirmation. After the first sign, the thought of that sign being a mere coincidence did pop into my head. -_- I'm still human after all. And I have my share of doubts and fears. He quelled them, though. *smiles*)