Tuesday, March 18, 2008

It's Time To Face The Truth

Dear Friend,

We're losers, you and I. Idiots with a penchant for self-abuse and self-depreciation. Too scared to do anything that'll shake the faux stability we find in our situations – you in yours, me in mine. Different but the same. Much like ducks. Calm on the surface but kicking like there's no tomorrow underneath it all – in that space where nobody sees our struggle to stay afloat.

Well, at least there's two of us. Right? I hope for the best for you. Really, I do. And I pray that Joy and Happiness will go your way. Dear friend, I wish you success in every undertaking, in love and in life.

Hearts,
pamsong

22 comments :

ming said...

awww...

so are we going to keep on kicking underneath the water?

or going to walk up to the land?

Pam Song said...

Haha. Hold hand kick.

luxen said...

sounds like a suicide note.

Pam Song said...

ATTN: luxen
– Agreed. Now, there's a thought... Hmmm.

Anonymous said...

tulis surat bagi kawan macam tulis surat putus cinta....Super Keng this girl! Hahaha =P

ming said...

dats too hard la!!!

Anonymous said...

what suicide note? My browser refuse to display the 1st paragraph of the letter.
Oh well, 2nd paragraph sounds good to me! Thats all i need to know

Pam Song said...

ATTN: adrian
– Namanye skill.


ATTN: ming
– Haha. Hard also must try. After all, we've been kicking for awhile now already. Sure pro liao.


ATTN: 3POINT8
– You can't see my first paragraph!? You using firefox issit? I have that prob sometimes. Clear your cache and all other saved password stuff. It should get everything right again. Worked for me.

amb3r1te said...

i dont forgot your email =p
here's mine: amb3r1te@hotmail.com
works for msn, friendster, facebook and whatever other social network. haha~

or you could just grab the pics when i finally post them up. LOL!

and to be bimbo, u could paint your nails or go for a haircut. or both! or if u dun wanna cut ur hair, just go for a wash. pampering myself always makes me feel better :D

and what is with the shock-ness of discovering my age! i look so old mer? *fierce* LOL!

amb3r1te said...

typo on the 1st line. its supposed to be "i forgot your email".
sorry, its late, i should sleep :(

sheon said...

hey pam.... you are kinda worrying me... :/

we can always the others and go chill out somewhere ok?......

Anonymous said...

this sound so wrong :O make sure there's a next update!!

Pam Song said...

ATTN: amb3r1te
– I see. Don't worry, I 'll add you on MSN when I go online. I WANT PICS!

And I did go for a haircut laaaa. Like 3 days ago only. -_- I could do with a nice manicure though. Haha.

And no lah. Not you look old. Your pajamas made you look more mature. =p


ATTN: sheon
– Yeah. Thanks, Sheon. =) Just going through a rough patch right now. Emotionally drained a bit.


ATTN: yipguseng
– Don't worry. Will update when the time is right. =)

Marie said...

Ur post touched that lil' forbidden corner of mine. Sigh...i'm a duck who has short legs to even think of flying one day. Sick of kicking beneath. Very tiring. Let's transform and be The Mighty Ducks or Daisy Duck and stay out of the waters.

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Marie
– Trust me when I say I know what you mean. It's tiring trying to stay above the water when the currents just keep trying to pull us under. It's overwhelming. I'd like to start flying, too. I just don't know how. At least now you know you're not alone. Keep kicking. Hug.

xniquet said...

But isn't that what really makes us human? beautiful on the outside but fragile on the inside.

sheon said...

aw man....touching touching.

sometimes just learn to go with flow... :) diving can be fun sometimes :P.....and it makes us appreciate not drowning more.

Pam Song said...

ATTN: x
– Wow. Deep again, X. I like it. "Beautiful on the outside, fragile on the inside." Nice.


ATTN: sheon
– I'm going with the flow. Going. Going. I just hope that I don't eventually slam my head into concrete with my ambitious diving. -_-

sheon said...

if you banged your head....you can always reach out and grab any one of our hands lar...dun worry!

Pam Song said...

ATTN: sheon
– Uncle, if bang head, I'll be bleeding into the water lah. Haha. Summore can reach out to grab hands? I dun think so lor. Haha.

sheon said...

ciu...kiddy pool mah..... :P

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Sheon
– Cheh. Excuse me, I go Olympic size wan okayyy.

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