Sunday, June 17, 2007

My Confession

I have a confession to make.


I've held back for so long. Too long. I've done all I can to hide what I really am on the inside. Hide what I am naturally. Hide and reject what's innate. So long I resisted the urge to come clean. To tell of how I really feel on the inside. I don't tell of the way I struggle. The way I struggle as the days go by. The way I struggle with my weakness. Yes, I am weak. And yes, I have a confession to make.


I am an Internet addict.

I AM AN INTERNET ADDICT AND
I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT THE INTERNET!

*exhales*

There. I've said it.

*grin*


So susah you know. The past few days, kat rumah I, no Internet you know. The lighting fry modem I lah. So sakit hati everyday I kembali ke rumah, tak boleh online, tak boleh post, tak boleh surf. So tak biasa. Nasib baik now ok dah. Hero housemate I sudah save the day. Sudah pergi buat repair. Yay! Sekarang, boleh online!


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Feed the addiction.

16 comments :

Jono said...

they say ppl always online and addicted to the internet dont have a real life.

"They" said ok ?

^.^

Pam Song said...

HAHA. Doesn't help. I see YOU saying it. And hey, I have a life, okay. That's why my posts have been so erratic lately.

Anonymous said...

hoho..confessionlor..ears wide open..hehe...go get your medicines and go to sleep....you will be spared in that sense..haha=P

Pam Song said...

Cannot sleep yet. Haha. Have to wait for my next dose. That's why I'm entertaining myself with numbers. Haha.

ming said...

apa pasal itu modem always kena fried punya?

need. more. protection.

Anonymous said...

ya loh this is like what the 4 time dy modem kena fried? summore i tot u bought already some high tech lighting protector thingy ...neh the 3 sekawan post tu .. still possible to kena fried sigh

Anonymous said...

and u the addict? the whole world dah know already lah ... and i tot want confession

Pam Song said...

ATTN: ming
– Dunno leh. We used lightning protector di still sama case lah. Very sakit on the wallet. =(


ATTN: zecount
– Dunno number what time di lor. Aih. And yes, we DID get the uber powerful lightning protector. Mana tau... Aih. Still can kena fried. Haha. You remember that post? Haha.

And wei. Who say the world knows that I'm an addict. Actually I not THAT addicted lor. Just that in my post have to dramatise a bit that's why I pose myself as a super addict. Actually hor, I'm not wan. =p

Anonymous said...

some more call this post confession sigh ... denying ur own confession

Pam Song said...

Haha. Denying own confession. Interesting. Yet, very true.

Okay, fine. I'm an addict. Happy now?

Anonymous said...

"one has to admit one's own shortcomings before change can begin"
wa... so zen like that hahahaha ... yes i am very happy :)

Pam Song said...

Wei wei wei. It's a shortcoming meh? You want me to change meh?

Anonymous said...

eh eh no no .. ur fine just the way u r now .. well at least maybe some fine tunning here and there but hehehhe u're fine as it is

Pam Song said...

Haha. Not a bad save. Haha. But I know a save when I see it. =p

I just realised how much I miss blogging. Really. And when I don't blog, I realise I don't know how I passed my days when I look back. It's like everything's a blur. But with blogs, I know.

Anonymous said...

well...now u are working woman liao.. now u have less time to do the things at ur own whims but mayb give it a few more months ..when u r more used to the schedule then u might be able to slot some blogs here n there heheeh .. anyways God bless ya

Pam Song said...

Haha. Well, this week has been pretty awesome for me aside from the fact that I'm a step away from coughing my lungs out. Haha. I've been given MC by the doc. Been told to take my meds and not go to work. Joy of joys. Haha. If only I had more of such days.

Yeah, I hope the busy season lets up soon. I miss my regular blog times. The in-betweens at work. =p

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