Monday, July 23, 2007

I Wish I Were (Like) You

I wish I were like you.
I just don't want to feel,
For when I feel, I hurt,
And when I hurt, I don't heal.

I wish I were like you.
No words to say,
No thoughts to think,
And no feelings to consider.

I wish I were you.
You observe and be observed,
Day in and day out,
That's all you ever do.

I wish I were like you.
For there you sit,
Quiet and still, silent in a frame,
Never wrong or ever out of place.

I wish I were like you.
Embedded in ink,
Plastered on paper,
And sealed in by a single pane of clear glass.

Yes, I wish I were like you.
And sometimes, I wish I were you.

– pamsong, 22 July 2007

15 comments :

Anonymous said...

Hey babe,

What's with the sad tone in your latest blog entry? Why would you want to be "you"? You're great the way you are, and I know that as time passes by, we evolve too but the characteristics that define us will remain for as long as we hold strong to what we truly believe in life.....and babe,I believe in you and you've made and is still making my world one pretty place to live in.

Love you heaps,
Nisha

Pam Song said...

Hey you,

Well, had some time to think bout some stuff over the weekend. And well, sometimes, life's easier if I didn't have to think about anything at all.

I was looking at a poster that was mounted on a wall and I realised... I wish I were her. =(

Hugs,
pamsong

Anonymous said...

Be yourself fren! You will be unique in that way...God Bless!

JYJL said...

pam.. :(

Anonymous said...

u r uniquely and wonderfully made tinki... if u weren't u ... what fun would it be to "apply" tomato sauce on hands and cream on ur face heheheh

Pam Song said...

ATTN: adrian
- Nothing about not wanting to be myself. But sometimes, being just a face is so much easier a life to lead.


ATTN: Jacob. Y
-You said it. Pam.. =(


ATTN: zecount
- Awww.

Anonymous said...

patiencela fren....the affect is only temporal....and look around you...you are not alone! Thats what frens are for right?! =)

Pam Song said...

But it's not that I feel alone. I WANT to be alone so that I don't have to deal with things and the people around me.

TracyEm. said...

Pam :(

Anonymous said...

haih...Pam...Pam..apa dah jadi? Take as much spaces as you like; sort it out with wisdom from the Lord......and come out when you are ready...Take courage to face it no matter how big is the 'mountain'...move it...move it! Take care...

Anonymous said...

Hey babe....

I don't feel like I'm in my element today..it's frustrating like crazy....it hurts too...am glad I will be seeing you for a bit on Thursday and Friday...I need you, babe....

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Moey Yin Leng
- Hey ya babe. I need french fry therapy.

And yes. =(


ATTN: adrian
- Well, nothing "jadi" lah, actually. Just... tired. Not physically but emotionally. That's all. So when I saw that poster, it made me wish I had such a life, too. But I know it's temporary. I mean, it's not like it's much fun being a face on paper, eh? It'll pass, I guess.


ATTN: Nisha
- Hey babe. What's bothering you? Stop thinking about the stuff we spoke about. There's nothing much you can do right now so thinking won't do anything but mess you up more than it should. Alright? We 'settle' it on Thursday, ok?

Always here for you,
pamsong

Anonymous said...

Okay, babe!

Anonymous said...

Pammie,

Love the whole thing u wrote...makes me feel like i'm in your situation too, even though I have lost touch with the on-goings in your life. I have my own problems, things are never easy, when it comes to matters of the heart. I hope you can overcome whatever tht makes u feel this way. Time will heal, my dear friend.

xoxo,
fur

Pam Song said...

ATTN: Nisha
- =)


ATTN: fur
- Awww. So long never hear from you di, babe. I'm wondering how things are with you. Hope you're doing well in spite of the many things you have to overcome.

I didn't really think when I wrote it. It just came. I wasn't with a comp at that time but I pulled out my handphone and started typing away only. That was the raw, unedited version I posted. The real stuff. Filled with emotion.

Come up to KL for a visit. It's time to hang out and catch up.

XOXO,
pamsong

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