Brain Drain In Motion

Been awhile.
Many years actually.
Still not going anywhere.

Need to think about what to do next.
Stay? Or leave. Leaving's easier.
If I'm honest with myself.

But what do I want?
What does my heart really desire?
Not sure. Can't answer.

When is enough really enough?
How much is too much to take?
How long is too long to wait?

Don't know.
Just don't know.
Don't even know how to know.

All I know is this:
Been awhile.
Still not going anywhere.