I don't know what's wrong but something is.
I'm unhappy. I'm sad. I'm tired. I'm disappointed. I'm discontented. With what and at what, I don't know. I'm everything all at once – everything that comes in a very glass-half-full fashion. Hitched a ride on the Emo Train this morning and haven't gotten off since.
This morning's been a crummy one.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Maybe it's the Monday blues that are coming down on me or something. Whatever it is, I hope it passes. Soon.
25 comments :
Aww... monday blues will go away when something interesting comes up to u... hehe... anyway... i've sent a song to ya gmail... kinda jazzy feel~ and the title'blue monday'.........^^
Att: Jia Haur
It's really sweet of you.
Att: Pam
Hey babe,
Just want you to know that you can always come to me if you need to talk or anything and even if things don't make sense, I still want to share them with you. There is never a right time to share, you just have to when you want to. I am looking forward to seeing you this weekend.
Hugging you,
Nisha
it should be the lack of sleep
Go back and sleep.. otherwise the next color is black! Yah..Blue black..
ATTN: jiahaur
– Thanks, bro. You rock. Me likes Blue Monday. =)
ATTN: Nisha
– Of course, babe. There never is a "right time". You said it right there. There's only time to MAKE to share. This weekend. =)
And I'm here for you, too. Always. No matter where you are.
Hugging you back,
pamsong
ATTN: zecount
– I'm not so sure of that. Sigh. Sleep? I'm starting to forget what the word means.
ATTN: adhojlim
– Huh? Was that supposed to be funny?
~adhojlim
u remind me of "the joker" frm pam's operasi train jantan 10.. hhmm.. don la, "take picture" (lor keng in canto) in such situation...
~pam
i understand how u feel.. coz it happen to me quite aften too.. it jus make feel bad and all tat.. but dunno where the feelin come frm.. sigh~
anywayz.. cheer up!! as tomorrow will be a better day.. :)
Pam: Nola...blue in the look and black in the eyes; that is what happens if you keep on like this....no means to joke with you when you are so stress...hey! Cheer up a bitla....
Christy: Whoa...I got a nickname now huh! "Joker".. Do I look good if I replace all the poker cards with my face especially the one with Joker ones......hahaha =))
joke-jokela fren...release tension mah...haha =)
Pam dear,
It's called PMS
leon is shallow
this is super unhealthy .... but like u said ..try to sleep on time and maybe some hot honey just b4 going to bed ... hmmm sound like problem solver like that hahaha
Leon counts the days for Pam....hahaha. What a sweetie pie, eh ladies ?
HAHAHA
ATTN: Everyone
– Sorry, guys. Been MIA for a bit. Busy.
ATTN: Christy
– Yeah! Exactly! We dunno where the feeling is from. Just feel like a total failure and that life isn't like it should be. Sigh.
Today is yesterday's tomorrow. It's been okay so far.
ATTN: adhojlim
– If only it were that easy.
ATTN: Leon
– Ugh. Hate that.
ATTN: Anonymous
– I think I should start assuming who Anonymous is already. Should I even bother asking?
ATTN: zecount
– Haha. Problem solver kau kau man you! Ooo. It's been awhile since I had hot honey. I should do that again. I used to drink hot honey for fun daily. Like 2 - 3 cups. Just cos I liked the taste. Sigh. Miss that. Shall try to do it again.
ATTN: Jo-no
– Did you really have to do that? Tsk tsk. Jono, The Joker. The dunno timing type.
yea .. i miss hot honey too.. hmm maybe should consider buying too hehehehe
eleh ...every guy is a problem solver i think ... just how much onli
my fren said that's y girls are always looking for trouble coz they think too much..
if only we can control the little me in us.. then we won't have bad feelin lo..
ATTN: zecount
– The only hot honey I drink is from Australia. =) Go get it, dude. What are you waiting for!?!
And true. Bout the problem solver thingy. You guys are born with it. I kinda have it, though.
ATTN: Christy
– Hmmm. I know that for some things, it's definitely mind over matter. But sometimes, for other things, it's not lor. Cannot say that one size fits all wan. Different problems are to be handled differently.
hhmm.. but but.. all things are done through our brain control...
No, if it's stuff that our BRAINS tell us we shouldn't have had to be put through wan, why is it not that we feel the way our brains tell us? If really tak patut we kena wan and our brains know, then if we really kena, of course our brain tells us it's unfair on us wat.
mix up the malay word in ur sentence... me read till blur.. =_=
anyway.. there are two types of brain in us.. the conscious mind and the subconscious mind.. the conscious mind controls our thoughts and emotion.. it's character is as if a captain of a ship who instructs the engineer and sailor towards the correct direction.. while subconscious mind works as the engineer or sailor, always obeying the captain's order as finish the task given to them..
our conscious mind often have many thoughts that we run aound our minds.. so whateva we experience, learn and see will influence how our conscious mind work. if we feel happy then our conscious mind will be full of happy thoughts and so our subconscious mind, as the result, will work according to the order.. like sometimes when we feel really down and upset, it might course by the pass experience we had that we din realize our conscious mind had saved.. tats why sometimes we tent to have emotional moments out of nothing, that we ourselves could not explain.. so when we hav bad thoughts, our conscious mind will run it through n pass it down to our subconscious which will make us experience wat we think, example like making us feel sad, down, blue n so on..
actually i'm not expert to tell u all these la.. i read in from a book call "the power of subconscious mind".. haha.. just to share it with u..
wa lau ... this girl ah .. all import stuff punya hahaha
import stuff better ma..
Christy: true...true...it is the C-mind that affecting the SC-mind...
SC-mind will come into play when the C-mind is unable to lead and that is when the SC mind rules over...Aha! thats is the dangerous part.
Lets work out the equations:
1) (C-Mind = SC Mind )= Balance life? The Will to control? A feedback loop in play?
2) (C-Mind> SC Mind)= Dunno how to express ourselves? Goal oriented but lack of emotions?
3) (SC Mind > C-Mind) = Too expressive? Slave to emotions?
So which one is yours?
Hmm..I better think over this too..interesting... haha =)
ATTN: Christy
– Chei. You know wat here we all rojak wan. Haha.
Aiseh. You did research ah? Haha. This sounded like a report, man! So terror. Haha.
Eh, but actually ah, I believe leh. Correct lor. Sometimes our bodies and our minds save and store information that our conscious mind already forget we kept. Then it affects us when we're not "on-guard".
actually i'm not expert to tell u all these la.. i read in from a book call "the power of subconscious mind".. haha.. just to share it with u..
ATTN: zecount
– What all import stuff?! People give me maaaa.
ATTN: adhojlim
– I believe you've got it just about right. It almost fits the profile of all those personality tests and types lor. Those who are led by the conscious mind are the DC or the CD. Then those who are totally ruled by the emotions are the IS and the SI. Zecount should know exactly what I'm talking about.
Pamie: Hey! Another secret code for me to break huh! Adhojlim bondless at your service! =P haha
My antenna tells me that you are refering to results of the personality test on EQ? Correct har?
Zecount the Intepreter: What do CD,DC,IS,SI mean??? Any idea Agent Zecount??
explain like expert.. haha.. but actually in real life its more then hard to control our conscious mind to work properly in order to get our subconscious to do a nice job..
ATTN: adhojlim
– No la. Not just on EQ. It's a full-fledged personality test lor. It's called the DISC test. You should try it. It's dead accurate. Almost like Myers-Briggs. Just a variation. But good la.
Hmmm. Agent Zecount like MIA these days. Wonder why.
ATTN: christy
– Yup. Sometimes mind over matter isn't as easy as it appears to be. And more often that not, if there's cognitive dissonance, it is US who suffer in the end. And because of that, the people we care about suffer the indirect consequences also. Hard la.
Post a Comment
Talk to me!