Should I Start Booking?

Doktor Lurve and I were talking about an old post of mine today – Far From Being A Virtuous Wife. Can't believe that it's almost been a whole year since I wrote it. Hmmm. Too bad I remember the feeling like it was yesterday. Heh. I guess some hurts never really go away, eh? We just go through life pretending they're not there. Like if we stuff our heads in the sand, nobody will notice our arses up in the air. And sometimes, we find that we get lucky enough to forget. Until something else reminds us of how it used to be, of course. Then it all comes crashing back down again.

Argh, I digress.

Anyhew, Doktor Lurve and I were talking about finding a partner and about being the perfect partner. And after replying his chat messages, I realised: I kinda like the way my part of the conversation went. *cough* Narcissism rulez. *cough*

Doktor Lurve: well. sigh, i've read the books and heard the sermons. n i honestly feel it. the whole i want a companion thing. but cincailah. gives me time to prepare for the next time i get on that roller coaster anyway. i might still end up a crap boyfriend though haha.

Pam Song: hahaha. of course no rush lah. i also dun wanna end up with the wrong person again wat. it's normal. natural. innate. to want somebody. but to also want somebody who's perfect for us. not necessarily somebody perfect.

Che-wah. Listen to that.

"It's normal – natural, innate – to want somebody. And not to necessarily to want somebody perfect. But just to want that somebody who's perfect for us."

– Pam Song, 12 November 2008


Maybe I should start compiling these things
I say online. Be an accidental book writer someday.
Haha. Maybe. Yes, I can; yes, I can?