Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Overwhelming Need To Run

First day back at The Office and already
the stench of work overwhelms me.

I'm looking at the JRs that litter my desk and... today I find myself looking at them with such hatred and disgust that I scare myself.

No copy has been written in my absence.
All deadlines have been postponed.

Like, wth???

Duh Roads even said, "You should go on leave more often. When you're not here, I have no work. Haha." Riiigghhhhtttt. You wanna know why I should go on leave more often? Here's why:

So I get to come back to
this hellhole and realise that
this isn't what I want for my life.


Mel0dramatic said...

Hang in there... don't let it get to you.

Storyteller said...

hello ..
that was a heart-wrenching post. i hope that you'll find your way out. the meaninglessness of work can suck the soul dry without recompense.

I day that out of empathy and also because i know exactly what you mean simply due to me being in the same &*(!@# hell hole two doors down ..

well for me, it's one day at a time now. the letter is written and I'll decide everyday if today is the day while I reminisce on how it was like that not so long ago

Storyteller said...

oops... the last line should be, "...if today is the day while I reminisce on how it was not like that not so long ago"

benjaminteoh said...

hey, chill. don't get too stress. i totally understand what you're feeling. it's like, why are we on earth? come to earth, live, work, get a mediocre pay, get old and die? it doesn't make sense, right?

somehow one day, you'll find peace.

pamsong said...

ATTN: Mel0dramatic
– Can't! Hey, at least I just hate paper. You, on the other hand, are out for blood on the courts. That's way worse! Haha.

I wanna go back to Surabaya!!! ='(

ATTN: Storyteller
– Yeah, today's really doing me in. Sigh. I hate this lah. I really do. I just want to run and not come back. Not face the things that have so patiently (pfft) awaited my return.

You've got your letter ready? Cools. Send it to me. I could do with a template. My original has been sent in once before already. I doubt they'll like seeing the same thing again a second time around.

pamsong said...

ATTN: benjaminteoh
– Well, I only started feeling this way after realising that nothing moved while I was away. So technically, it's just the job. That aside, life's peachy. =)

Mel0dramatic said...

:p That's my way of dealing with problems that hound me.

Yeah, the holiday mood is just too good to let go...

pamsong said...

ATTN: Mel0dramatic
– Scary lah you! Haha.

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