IMo?>.<Haha...don't cry la..it'll ruin your make up..*give tissue and give foundation cream*Happpy?? Can??=P
Haiyo...what happened?! Release all you need and come back with composure....there is always a better day for tommorow. *sending the cutest baby on earth to hug her*
ATTN: Choo Hwei Ming – Yeah. Emo.And I don't want to pretend to be happy anymore. I don't want to smile when I don't feel it coming out from the inside. I don't want to laugh and hear it in my ears and not feel it in my gut. Not anymore.Thanks for trying, though. =)
ATTN: Adrian Lim– I want a baby now. To chase away my storm clouds and to bring back the sunshine. But I also know that I can't deal with one right now. Not when I'm feeling this way. Nobody deserves anyone who feels this way, really. Especially not an innocent child.
Haha.. I've tried my best!!I'll keep trying..You just keep waiting k.. hahahahaha...sound so wrong..anyway, come satay celup k..I think i'll need to hire a clowns now.. :p
ATTN: Choo Hwei Ming – Yeah, I think you do. But... you'll totally freak Kelz out. =pDeal. Satay celup it is.
girl,anything just release out with songs or lyrics that are related.thats how i release out and feel better though at times it does not change things.but at least it beats better than keeping it sealed.anything please do give me a ring to talk.love you babe. you take good care of urself kay?and yes,HWEI MING WILL FREAK ME OUT WITH THAT CLOWN IDEA.:)XXX
eh, your ear ok dy ar? or was it the other ear...?anyway, crying is not so bad... why dun cry? if sad, cry la... cry khao khao... it's our bloody right...
*huggles*There's nothing much another person can do to really make you feel better. But you can.Cry your heart out if you must, but know that there is always a brighter side, even during the cloudiest days and stormiest nights.And these are for you.I hope you'll feel a little sunshine in your life soon! :)
I'll Try Anything Once - by The Strokes Ten decisions shape your life,you'll be aware of 5 above,7 ways to go through school,either you're noticed or left out,7 ways to get ahead,7 reasons to drop by,when i said ' I can see me in your eyes',you said 'I can see you in my bed',that's not just friendship that's romance too,you like music we can dance to,Sit me down,Shut me up,i'll calm down,and i'll get along with you,There is a time when we all fail,some people take it pretty well,some take it all out on themselves,some they just take it out on friends,oh everybody plays the game,and if you don't you're called insane,Don't don't don't don't it's not safe no more,i've got to see you one more time,soon you were born,in 1984,Sit me down,shut me up,i'll calm down,and i'll get along with you,Everybody was well dressed,and everybody was a mess,6 things without fail you must do,so that your woman loves just you,oh all the girls played mental games,and all the guys were dressed the same,Why not try it all,if you only remember it once,oooooooooo, ooooooooooooo,Sit me down,shut me up,i'll calm down,and i'll get along with you.
ATTN: kellster – My head is splitting. Seriously. And no, I don't feel better. I just want to escape. Run away. Disappear. ATTN: Andrew Chua– Thank you for noticing. It was that ear. =)And yes. It's my right to cry. But why don't I feel better? Why does it still hurt inside? Why do I do this to myself? And why do I now hate myself for having cried?ATTN: choco– "There's nothing much another person can do to really make you feel better. But you can."Can I? Really? I must be doing something wrong cos I don't feel better. In fact, I feel worse. Thanks for the babies though. But... could you please speed up that sunshine delivery? I need it right about now. Thank you.
ATTN: Chris – So emo the track. You want me to kill myself issit? =(
Har? *blushes* Arr sorry ah, wrong track, ok, ok, make amends immediately.TRY THIS ONE!!!called KOKOMOSorry but please try this KOKOMO ok
ATTN: Chris– Haha. I wanna escape to the Bahamas. I do. Bermuda also can.
I emo-ing too... :(But dont be sad Pammy, because then God can work YOUR way up - then there will be something to be happy and praise Him for. Neither do you have to pretend. Maybe maintaining a blog is placing too much pressure on you to keep a happy go lucky, jolly vibe? :/ Don't be sad Pam..
Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomoWell get there fastAnd then well take it slowThats where we wanna goWay down to kokomoAruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take youTo bermuda, bahama come on pretty mamaKey largo, montego baby why dont we goHAHA, me too, me too!!!
ATTN: estherlauderlyn – Emo-ing? Well, that makes two of us then. =(And no, I don't think that maintaining Tinki Talks is what's draining me. In fact, now... I feel like it's about the only thing keeping me sane. My comment-leavers remind me that I'm not alone. And that no matter how sucky I feel on the inside and no matter how sucky people make me feel, I've still always got someone who listens.And that's what's helping me get through my non-virtual world of false smiles and fake laughter. I just feel... alone. ATTN: Chris – I need a holiday. A holiday alone. To clear my head. Sigh.
There u go. U go girl. U need a sunshine holiday soon & somehow. December seems too far away for me! With a Terminator, Arnold Schwarzenegger toneHey, rememba, U got ya readers rooting for ya. They'll be back!
ATTN: Chris – Too bad I won't be able to take one anytime soon. -_-Sigh. But thanks, Chris. Thanks for rootin'. =)
'Thanks for the babies'hehe, thats sounds incredibly wrong and funny at the same time. :)The sunshine you're needing so much is around you. You've said it yourself, Tinki Talks keeps you sane. Thats sunshine number 1. Your friends, parents, readers are sunshine number 2. I don't know you very well, merely as an online personality but I'm sure you still have a lot of other sunshines. I dunno if this will help, but the sunshine you have is not for you to get cause it's already around you.But then again, who am I to say all this. I dunno the situation you're in. Whatever it is, Pam Song, I do hope you'll feel better soon!''There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will,''Unknown''A stranger stabs you in the front; a friend stabs you in the back; a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with straws.Unknown''Turn your wounds into wisdom.''Oprah Winfrey
*sobs sobs* Cant help it..See ppl cry.. i oso cry.. T_Tstill not feeling better?u havent cried enough..dun have to be angry at urslf for crying.. heck, just cry whenever u feel like it..we'll cry with you...*erm, i meant it in a positive way la*
if you need someone to shut up and cry with you, i'm here.
Love is not an easy thing. It's the only baggage you can bring along but..Keep walking.What's happening is something no one can feel, deny nor buy it away from you but..Keep walking.And I know it aches and your heart breaks and you can only take so much.Stay safe.Leave it all behind and keep walking.
ATTN: choco – Accurate wat. She gave me babies maaa. =pTinki Talks helps heaps. Like, HEAPS. And so do family and friends. But I just feel... like everything's still crashing. No matter how many people reach out and no matter how many hands I try to grab, I'm still going down. "There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will." – UnknownSo. True."A stranger stabs you in the front; a friend stabs you in the back; a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with straws." – UnknownAgain, I couldn't agree more."Turn your wounds into wisdom." – Oprah WinfreyThis one's a tough one but I'm trying.ATTN: Jeffro – I wanna see tears, yo. Not words. =pAnd no, I'm not really feeling better. Just that being around people helps. ATTN: Moey Yin Leng– Then we'd like cry the night away and end up with puffy eyes!!! How?
ATTN: Chris C – "Keep walking.And I know it aches and your heart breaks and you can only take so much."I'm walking. And yes. It aches. And it breaks. But I'm walking. I just don't know when I'll collapse from all this walking.
well.. when u do collapse..we'll be right beside u with strenchers and all, shoulders ready to hoist u up again ... if need be, we will even stay in the spot u collapsed until u're ready to walk again
ATTN: zecount– Awww. Thanks. And thanks for your SMS prayer.
well .. that's all i can do but rest assured u'll be in my prayers
ATTN: zecount – Thanks. =) I could do with that.
*awwwhhh* *try imagine my tears coming down like nigeria falls..* =Pwell yal heard what she said peeps.. She nids people around her now! Go Go Go.. grab your chair and surround her.. (NOo.. the chair not for you to whack people la.. *smacks forehead*, for you guys to sit down, when you're tired of standing lar!)
ATTN: Jeffro – Haha. You and your jokes. Sheesh! People here talking serious stuff, yo!*takes chair and knocks Jeffro on the head*
*matrix style, avoiding the chairs*weih, my back bone damn pain sia avoiding that.. Next wan throw also, throw something smaller la.. =.="Haha.. Serious post for that moment only ma.. After that time to chill.. ^_^Placing a smile, is part of what I live to do.. Haha!
8 months ago..i was in the same shoes. i still have not regained the faith i lost.
ATTN: Jeffro – Haha. You need to exercise, mate! =pATTN: Jesse– You know, faith and trust in mankind are two very difficult things to regain. And it's not easy when things happen and we're supposed to start believing again. You're not alone. I feel you. If I could get out of it, I'm sure you can, too. Take heart. Keep the faith. Keep pressing on.
Try as I might, invisible walls grow around me. Faith nowhere to be seen. Time is never time at all.You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth and our lives are forever changed. We will never be the same. The more you change the less you feel. Eventually suffocating faster than we thought we'd go, beneath the sound of hope.You blame yourself, for what you can't ignore. You blame yourself for wanting more, intoxicated with the madness.
ATTN: Jesse– Wow. I never thought I'd ever say this but... You're more emo than me! Amazing. And trust me. I'm the Queen of Building Walls, too. Read this and know... I'm just like you. You're not alone. =)It's not easy letting go of the past. It's not easy forgetting what's been done to us or what's taken place. But for our own good, we HAVE. TO. TRY. And really, when you put your heart and mind to it and commit everything you are stressed up and worried about to God, it all becomes less complicated. Cos you know that everything will work out for the best. Where are you? Malaysia? KL?
hahaha.. Probably the exercises I did wasn't enough.. I go grab some maths book first.. LOL!
ATTN: Jeffro – Maths?! Apa kaitan???
Ermmm.. Coz Math's always got exercise? Teacher always said practice them, you'll get better.. ^_^
Hi Pam, read your earlier post. I doubt anything I've written to date could top that. You're a good writer.They may have brought down the Berlin Wall and Copperfield may have traversed one of the Wonders of the world. But nothing is bringing down THIS wall. I've migrated into a cave just for good measure too.Sitting here in the still of the night, the ceiling fan spins with an almost hypnotic motion, the motor purring lightly while casting dancing shadows along the ceiling, I should be at peace. The cricket orchestra is at full flow, injecting some semblance of life into the ghastly night. I should be at peace. But somehow, I wither in denial.When faith desserts you, there's no standing ovation. There's no applause. There's no bow. Funny how it seems just like yesterday that the gnawing feeling starts. Before you know it, everything feels out of place like I'm inhabiting some sort of alien shell. Everything that was blue and gorgeous now seems like a treacherous, seismic ball of turmoil.Tomorrow is just an excuse away as the cluttered streets greet me once again. I'll have to pull up my collar and face the cold, on my own while the earth laughs beneath my heavy feet. I believe when you're down, the only way to go is up, but have I hit rock bottom yet or am I still fallin?! When is it MY turn to go up?The absence of faith and trust equals to a void. A void that is now filled with rage. Despite all my rage, I'm still just a rat in a cage.I should stop now. KL will awaken soon. I need to put all these in a box underneath my bed. I apologize for ranting Pam. This did not turn out to be your average comment though I meant for it to be. My bad.
(O_O) Jesse..So looooong wan ur comment..Wondered Kak Pam got read it o not..Kekekeke xD
ATTN: Jeffro – You need better Math teachers. -_-And of course I read the comment. I read all comments. Just that sometimes I can't find the time to really respond to replies as much as I want to. =(ATTN: Jesse– Hey Jesse,Sorry for taking so long. Have been crazy busy lately. I hope you're keeping well and that all things are fine with you. Thanks for your compliment on my age-old post. And... just so you know, I'm queen of caves, too. Haha. Your comment seemed like a post. A very emo post. Indeed the only way from down is up. But... we never really know if we're all the way down already or we're still flailing mid air. And I know exactly what you mean when you say, "The absence of faith and trust equals to a void. A void that is now filled with rage."I've felt it, too. I was so alone and I felt so misunderstood that I began to be frustrated with my situation. And then I got angry with the rest of the world. The rest of MY world. Those who told me that they cared and loved me. I think that it's a natural response. And honestly speaking... it's less painful than being sad. Anger is our mind's escape route from the pain we feel. And no worries about the ranting. I rant too. A lot.
LOL.. Ya.. i dun reli like 'em.. hahahaha..Ooo.. you can write as long as Jesse write.. LOL.. writers... ~____~
ATTN: Jeffro– You know Jesse??? And I liked Math. I just didn't like the homework. =p I'm a lazy bum. Haha.
I've had my say. Now, you get yours. =)